Thursday, July 31, 2008




Just dont love you no more by Craig David

For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

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I know thats a really old song. BUT HEY!
old songs are nice okay.
LOLS

Went cycling with flower,fideshit and blackie
Everything didnt really go very well.
But erm
I sorta enjoyed it.
As in the company.
Miss flower so much
so long never see him liao
LOLS
this is gay.
SHEESH

Really tired.
Stopping here now
CIAO


11:44:00 PM,
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

YEAAA
Another screenshot!
lLOLS
sheesh.
his giving me the worlds most LJ face
damn
and wtf.
he says he loves jie jies.
:S (ZOOM IN IF WANNA FIND OUT WHAT WE TALKING)



WOOTS
Prata for dinner with
MR ANG (GL KIA )
LAO GUAN (GOD DAMN PHEDOPHILE)
CHARBIRD( DA BIRD )
JEANT ( THE TISSUE DESTROYER ) AND
FIDESHIT ( MISS WHO GOT WINKED )


Cycled to jalan kayu just now.
Its actually not very far.
hmm.
They met at 7pm
I left my house at 7pm
and reached at like
7.15?
Sheesh.
Had to wait there for like
EVER?
Until nearing to 8pm then they reach
shitheads sia :X
So while waiting.
decided to take some pictures.


The evening skies of jalan kayu.
Cant see shit though.
I need to change phone
FXCK

Then decided to use the time to explore more of jalan kayu
And sooo
I went into the LRT station.
like holy crapx
The freaking road there is filled with bats
AND THE PLACE IS DAMN
WULU AND SCARY LARH
KNN

Look at this photo.
I know its blur.
But still
who dares to take the LRT there.
DAMN!

So well.
Had dinner there then
LEFT for emo cycling home.
Hehe.
Actually it really felt nice sia.
So quiet in the night in seng kang.
Just the nice night breeze and the peaceful ambience.
SWEET~
So eerm
Decided not to go home yet
And cycled around seng kang
And ended up at the new
SPORTS COMPLEX
LIKE
%^#$%&#^&#%^& ITS DAMN NICE

Heres some pictures of it.

And of course the ENTRANCE

The indoor pool

The outdoor pool

SO FREAKING NICE RIGHT
OH yea
there are like 3 swimming pools and 1 of them
are for children.
THERES LIKE SLIDES THERE TOO OKAY
NICE!

And the indoor pool again.
I am sooo gonna get otah colored once this is open.
and oh yea.
i sort of sneaked around the back of the place.
And got chased out by some china man
bARHS


10:48:00 PM,
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

ROAR
So freaking tired now.
Sheesh.
I got a face of a zombie and a mind of a
erm
goldfish. :Z
from 5 minutes to 3 hours
nuts.

-------------------------------------------------


WAHHHHH
SOUL EATERRRR
Can u believe it.
His name is Soul
and his surname is eater.
MY NEW IDOL
OMFG


And woo hoo.
This is his master.
MAKA!
Look at the sythe shes holding.
Its actually HIM!


And.
Death the kid. MUAHAHAH
Crazy mentally retarded genius.
fXCKING cOOl


And the assassin
BLACK STAR.
He remind me of naruto.

Erm okay.
I know i am becoming a little bit like guan wei
advertising anime and stuff.
but hell hey.
at least i am not a pedophile crazy over anime
with lil girls and cute voices
>_<
SORRY GUANWEI LOLS

and erm
Yea.
I am only at the 4th episode and its already freaking cool.
:D





Yesterday!
hurhurr.
I know my face i retarded
but its because i am laughing my ass off.
hahah.
I was listening to shake it.
and i ended up shaking until my chair broke.
ROFL
And jackie saw!
hahahahahah
WTF

Okay.
Back to rotting in class.
I NEED FOOD
ROAR


12:45:00 PM,
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Saturday, July 26, 2008

Ah shit.
Accidentally deleted my last post.
So here it is again.
Cant remember what I typed but.
Heres friday's photo taking partner.
:X KAISAH








15 mins to 3am
I cant sleep.
Sheesh.
I am still pretty much wide awake
and i am having oreos.
:Z
This is bad.
My mind if so full of stuff.
I need a vacuum cleaner that can fit
into my brain.
Suck up all the shits inside.
*RawR*
-..-
and oh yea.
the video above.
I am getting addicted to it.
all your fault sia fideshit.



12:46:00 PM,
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Thursday, July 24, 2008

More sunsets.


I feel that I have lost it all.
Feeling so lonely these days.
Sheesh.
I am becoming more of an outcast.
Or at least thats what I think is happening to me.
Maybe I am being to sensitive.
But hell.
I am always out of the group.
And then just awhile ago.
I realize that when I am lonely and I feel like
talking to somebody on msn.
I just could not choose or think of a person to talk to on msn.
There are like about 200 ++ names in my list.
And not one is calling out to me to talk to them.
I know this is pretty much of my fault since I am always busy.
Then because of playing computer games,
I actually ignore certain people at times thinking
that "Yea, I will get back to you later"
but I am such an ass because that just never happens.
Now its all being thrown back to me.
I cant think of who to talk to anymore.

Then theres my family.
I think that I am about to fall sick.
But guess what.
When i tell my sister her reply was.
"Your problem"
my mum reply was
" You dont want to go school dont need to come up with excuses okay,
you sick also must go school"
my dad's reply was erm.
"@%$&#%^*#$%@%&@$&%! You sleep late. BLAH BLAH BLAH"
Yeap.
My conclusion is.
Who cares about jillson tan xing kai.
And what happens if I just go missing now.
Would anyone notice?
I have a 99% feeling that nobody would care.
Maybe nobody would even realize that I am gone.

Then there's the worry that how if I dont do well
in poly.
Wouldnt I just be wasting my parents money?
Should I just kill myself anyway?
I am like wasting my parents money
right this moment using the computer.
No one would ever imagine that I am actually
stressing about these stuffs.
*Sign*

I seriously need somebody to talk to.
Or even better.
A hug?


9:34:00 PM,
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Sunsets sure are nice.
But it just means.
Its the end of the day.


They are both taken at the same place.
But couldnt choose which one is nicer.
So yea.
:Z

-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-++-+-+-+-++-+-+-+-++-+-+-+-+

BARH.
Went home after school to bath and do the RJ shits.
Then out of the house again to green.
Saw somebody I thought I wouldnt see for another 100 years.
lols.
SAW XINYI!
hurhurhurr.
I should have like taken a picture of her face when she saw me.
it was like.

THAT?
LOLS

Okay.
Then meant the elleens or erm. eileens.
:Z
I just cant stop making fun of calling their names when
they are both around at the same time.
Guanwei obviously failed to make fun of their names
because they keep ignoring him when he calls them
SO SAD LARH
HAHAHAAH

Okay.
Then went up to lan with the JYs which
include Jingyang and jingYAN(Or issit yen)
NEVERMIND
And erm
there was guan wei and clement too.
And obviously when we are at lan
we dota.
And we got pwn 1round
then we pwn back the nxt round
-..-

BORED BORED BORED
And erm
I dont know what to say but
SHAKE IT!


11:17:00 PM,
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Sunday, July 20, 2008

Dont say no shit.
JUST
SHAKE IT

More Videos


10:05:00 PM,
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yOx

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO
MR CLEMENT LEONG

AKA
XIAO BAI/LOKI/PICTUREPERFECT

______________________________________

Sian.
Just erm
ended a dota game
which wasnt really dota.
i was just being kuku in the game
sorry to zh,jy,clem and gw.
:Z

my neighbour just came up again.
zzz
this time we really almost called the police.
he was talking louder and louder until he almost
ended up shouting.
sheesh.
his hands and legs were like flying all over the place.
saying that we have something against his family.
he was absolutely crazy.
sheesh.
but then
just before everything got worst.
somebody knocked.
and wth.
he was like
OMG
SORRY?
yuan lai bu shi ni men
-.-
WTF
then he started apologizing like a fxcking dog he is.
:Z

sheeesh.
dont think this is over though.
since his nuts.
his bound to come up again
-__________________________-"


5:12:00 PM,
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Friday, July 18, 2008

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Fxcking bored now.
Just chatted with some people on msn just now
and found out some shit about
how some people think about me
wtf.
absolute nonsense.
check out the mirror first please.
and erm
screw yourself.
Sheesh.
in a @#^@#^#@%$^@#%# mood now.
DAMN

And wtf.
I dont understand todays bloody topic.
KNS
BIOLOGY >>> CELLSS??
I got one serious question to ask.
and that is.
How do you learn and study Biology with
PBL
and erm
for those idiots who dont know whats PBL
it means
Problem-based learning.
zzz.
Please dont get offended by what you are reading now
cause i am simply in a bad mood now.

So erm
go fxck yourself if you dont like the pictures below
its not taken today anyway.





If only I could be like in the pictures everryday.
happy happy happy.

Screw biatches and arsetards who think so highly of themselves
when they are actually stuck in their own god damn world.
Ever thought that somebody was such an asshole and has to grow up
and like stop thinking that he or she is so smart?
WELL THINK AGAIN!
maybe you are the fxcktard who hasnt grown up yet
and you are trapped in your small tiny well
where everybody around you seems to like you so much
and take care of you and stuffs.
WHEN ACTUALLY
they are thinking.
Sheesh. -..-
This person is bloody pitiful.
Maybe we should take care of him or her.

CIAO ASSHOLES


2:16:00 PM,
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Thursday, July 17, 2008

*DEAD BLOG SOON*
-R.I.P-

BORED BORED BORED
nothing to do now..
Life is getting boring.
And whats worst is that I am too lazy to do anything about that.
Sheesh.
And erm
just saw Fifi on tv.
DAMN!
his so freaking cool
and omfg.
his like 234508234652 X more shuai on tv
compared to real life.
must be the camera effect
>_<
LOLS

And erm..
School sux.
sheesh.
Wanted to go home today halfway through cause I was having
a little bit of a fever and erm
I dont really like the faci today.
Sheesh.
I can see that his trying to be nice to us
but somehow he just ends up being sarcastic in a not very funny way.
-..-

zZZz.
Hope more people will come tag my blog.
cause its really dieing.
and erm
heres some overdue pictures.
Taken during the fire drill as well.



ROAR!
Guanwei.
I so want to see her again.
I need to see her so I can forget her.
lols
or maybe.
Think of her even more?
:X
oh fxck
what am i saying.
-..-


11:12:00 PM,
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

WOOTS
I am in quite a good mood now.
second post of today.
and all i want to say
it this again.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I want to see you now,
I want to see you today,
I want to see you tomorrow,
I want to see you the day after tomorrow,
Forever.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Well.
Erm.
Actually i just want to see that person again.
Not to the extend of the above paragraph.
AND ERM
nobody.
and i mean
NOBODY
knows who it is
except maybe guanwei?
:X :Z :Y

All i freaking know is that shes the same age as me.
and erm
she cute?
quite pretty?
is sort of related to guanwei.
and is not from nvss.

:X :Z :Y

OFF!
To try to hunt for her.
BLOG HOPPING TIME XD


11:14:00 PM,
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

WOO HOOO
1 week
1 week dead blog.

Finally I got the mood to blog
but its only because
i am so mother fxcking bored in class
and wth
my group today
is like
-.-
the worst in class.
I have just received condolences and good lucks
from my classmates.
Damn -.-

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

CONGRATULATIONS
JIE JIE

For graduating at NUS yesterday
wish you all the best in the working world
and up up up you go!
sOARRR~

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Yesterday because sister graduated,
family came down to causeway to have dinner together with me
:D:D
lucky shits sia.
free ride home
and omfg
jacks plaCE!

There were actually other stuffs.
but well.
was so freaking hungry that the food
already vanished before I could take pictures of them.


And the day before yesterday.
was
RAINBOW DAY!!
LOOK!

Hurhurr. nice hors.
omg
so colorful.

And this was yesterday.
only some people wore some colors
so yea.
not as nice though.
haix.

okok.
off for breakfast now.
CIAO
and erm
SCREW MY GROUP AGAIN


10:27:00 PM,
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008

RING RING RING RINGGG ***
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
FIREDRILL!
LOLS

ROAR!
Lookiee!
Look at the huge amount of people in my school field.
It might look quite small but hell.
The field is actually humongous. :P
And the amount of people that were at the field is only made
up of 2 blocks i think.. Hmmm.
When there are like 6 more blocks?
Sheesh.
So many people huh?

So yea, it all started during the 2nd meeting.
SIANSS
DAMN
Today the faci
lOOKS SO CUTE LARh
OMFg
I know this is wrong but i actually think the faci is quite pretty.
and her voice is sooo
KAWAIIII
:X
OKAY
back to the firedrill.
So yea.
It rang then
at first we all though it was nothing.
Until the announcement said that we have to evacuate.
Sheesh.
And the next thing we hear after the ring ring ring.
is
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
FIRE!!!!!!!!
And well.
only 1 baka will shout and scream like that.
and that is CHAD
-.-
It was freaking funny actually.
He was running around shouting and screaming
making everybody laugh their asses off.
lols


So yea.
We evacuated?
Walk walk walk~

And walk some more.. :Z

THEN WAIT!

SMILE!
HEHE
OOPS?
Isnt the school suppose to be burning? HEHEH

Then smile some more!
When everybody is like walking around.
What in the world are we bloody doing.
LOLS


SO yea.
After school.
Went down to plaza to play pool.
And erm
i think i am a little bit anti social today.
Saw elleen and didnt quarrel with her.
in face i didnt even talk to her.
sheesh.
Feel like shes pissed at me for some reason
:Z

Then pooled
Ate.
Owned a little bit for 8 consecutive rounds
then again for 5 consecutive rounds
tHEN HOME!
:X


11:59:00 PM,
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SIAN!!
Wanted to blog yesterday.
But was too tired to blog.
Anyways..
I shall start with a picture that I took on monday
:D
LOOKIE
FIFI sleeping like right under the rats nose.
And erm.
We call the faci rat.
Simply because he looks like a rat XD


ANDD!
This was YESTERDAY!
Pizza in class.
6 extra large pizzas.
WOOTS
And its not really paid by us!
The faci actaully treated us because we were being
so nice and guai during some video taking.



And today.
DAMN!
I mean right now.
Its so freaking boring.
Cognitive faci is not here and my group
is like omfg.
heLL
I dont think I got any motivation to work
today.
:Z
And well.
the only thing that is keeping me from leaving
is actually the new faci.
Shes like
woots
cute sia.
Her face so piggy >_<
hahaahah

OKAy.
off to get my breakfast.
I mean my second breakfast
:D


10:09:00 AM,
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Monday, July 7, 2008


SHIT SHIT SHITTT
THis is bad.
I am getting bloody lazy to blog.
haixx.
Oh yea,
Thats my sisters graduation gown.
lols
its like so freaking big
but hell.
the size of that thing is
XS
like WTF RIGHT!
LOLS
and erm
ignore how i look in the picture
its really really horrible cause
i didnt sleep the night before.
My neighbour staying downstairs is a little bit of
a nutcase. He started knocking the ceiling at 1 am
then stopped a little while and continued again at
like 5am?
DAmn! No use trying to sleep at all sia
-..-
Then yesterday. One of the sons from the family actually came out
and well
hurhur.
Being witty. I immediately took a video of what was happening
and somehow for like about 15 mins of talkin,
he did not even realize that i was taking the video.
Absolutely wacky
He kept saying that we enjoy taking a hammer and hammer the ground.
LIKE WTF?
We dont even have a hammer at home.
And he even said that we actually got something against him
Its like just everything about him is telling us that his
a few screws short up there.
But luckily after sometime of talking and stuffs.
He finally agreed to stop knocking unless he
actually hears us knock.
I hope it wont start again cause i am getting a little bit paranoid.
I keep hearing knocks all the time now.
GG


9:49:00 AM,
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Friday, July 4, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO ANGIE BABIES
:D

Nice Nice?
This is from RP's cultural centre.
So artistic larh.
DAMN
Like some wall of anime.
COOL LARH!
:D

OH yea.
Actually wanted to blog yesterday but then
was too freaking tired.
:X
So yea.
Heres the bday babies~
ANGIE or erm. HONGSTER

Check out her super mini eyes and her mega jiao bin
:X

And hurhurr.
cause we didnt have enough time to get a bday cake
for her.
We went down to the food court.
Went to the snack shop.
And chad went " AUNTIE Everything 1 please~"
LIKE WTF!
LOLS
So we end up getting the photo above.
:X

Nothing much happened in the day.
But I just want to say that.
I seriously got something against the business enterprise
faci. His like a bloody fat fug.
The way he talk reminds me of a teacher.
Erm.
I dont want to say who.
But its just so freaking xia lan.
He even scolded us and like lectured us about some stuff.
LIKE WTF!
Get back to secondary school and teach larh.
NBCB


9:25:00 AM,
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
ITS CRAZY CAMERA DAY!
Spammed like 70++ photos in like 15 mins?
WOOTS!
thats how crazy my class is.
Nothing much to blog about.
But just a few pictures
:D


And erm thats fee's hands on top.

The jiao bin picture~

UPSIDE DOWNNN

I think i look like a chiobu or something in the picture. LOLS

COOL BARHS

And trying to be MORE COOL~

And back to funky! Check out fee's monkey face. (the pink hoodie)

And it all started with only both of us. ARH!!!

MABLEE!! Finally, A nice picture with her. ROFL

HEHE~! fair like a faggot. LOLS

HEHE!
LOOK UP HIGH PEOPLE!

CIAO~


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