LiFe is boring.. life sux.. seems to me that theres nothing that i should or need to do.. Everyday i have to think of what i should do.. what am i suppose to do.. My life is empty. Its been about 3 days since i spoken to a friend or somebody other then my family.. Nobody other than my family cares or thinks of me.. Its all an illusion.. Friends.. Are just illusions.. Its not like they will always be there for you.. or maybe its just me.. I have imaginary friends.. nobody seriously cares about me.. Live life too the fullest? whats the fullest... to live it to the end? Or to just end it now.. so that i have lived my life to the fullest.. I think i am a nobody.. I am just a shadow in this world.. Nobody really sees the real me..what inofront of others is never me..
